Thursday, May 17, 2007

man. head of mine, shut the fuck up, seriously.

i.....
have tired looking eyes.
have imperfect abs.
need to stop being shallow and vain.
need to read the news.
need to stop always citing facts, people will think I'm an irritating know-it-all.
need to stop compulsively hording facts in my brain.
need to find out more!
need to stop blogging at work.
need to be more productive!
need to learn how to chill out better.
need to get some nicer shoes for work and baskets to cure the organizational impariments of my living room
need to save my money.
need to make more money.
need to stop worrying about money.
need to stop needing things from myself, stop making myself guilty.
need to stop obsessing about what i eat.
need to 'fuel' myself properly, to be a better athelete, fitter, healthier.
need to stop biting my nails!!!!!!!!!!!
need to eat smaller portions.
need to stop obsessing about what i eat...really.
need to be more positive.
need to be more social.
need to get more rest.
need to study more.
need to stop being impatient.
now.
i need to start writing more.
need to write more cards to the people i care about.
need to wash my hair.
need to ride my bike.
need to order some more protein powder.
need to read more about shiatsu.
need to read more about herbs.
need to plan a vacation.
need to make a deposit in my IRA.
need to get the pearl earrings my friend wants all the bridesmaid in her wedding next weekend to wear.
need to finish making her wedding present.
need to figure out what the hell scares me about marriage so much.
need to talk candidly with my parents about their marriage.
need to let go of things which ought not really to concern me.
need to stop thinking about me so much.
need to write a letter to my friend in iraq.
need to find something wonderful to send to him.
need to write a letter to my other friend in iraq.
need to find something special for her.
need to tell kevin's sister thank-you for the hanging rack, maybe i should take a picture of it.
need to take a picture of my coat because my mom wanted to see it.
need to learn about container gardening.
need to find a farmer's market i like in the city.
need to find time to go to a farmer's market.
need to have more days in the week.
need to appreciate the days i do have better.
need to give up complaining.
need to be more loving.
need to see more beauty.
need to stop expecting so much.
need to do some more situps.
need to get the chip in my front tooth fixed.
need to research the 2008 presidential candidates.
need to call my sister.
need to get the heels of my boots fixed.
need to meopgjweoprgjeoigjmeorvjmearoiuhjgbugbh[fnpowiealwkjv';bjks'lgmkw;4eljkasreg/.

FALSE.

i need to breathe air. that is all for now.

TRUE.