missing-ness

im melllllllllllllllllllllllllllllltttttttttttttttttttttttinnnnnnnnng. just beneath my ribs, this little ball of meltiness dripping down, down, down into my gut where it coalesces, emptiness pooling into somethingness, a twisted up knot of missing-ness...

it sounds bad.

but its good, you know?